Week 5 - 266 (- 17.5 lbs)

I missed last week for various reasons, but I am back!

Been pretty good, I plateaued for a while and didn't lose any weight for about 3-4 days then I finally went down.  Been getting a little hungry while fasting but nothing I cant handle.  I don't see any difference when I look in the mirror, but I probably won't until I lose a significant amount of weight.

I still feel really motivated.  I'm now riding the bike for 3 days and lifting for 3 days which has been lots of fun for some reason.  I hope I don't become like a fitness person, Ryan now would be very disappointed in the future Ryan if that happened.  I want to just remind miserably on a diet and workout regime until I hit my goal weight. 17lbs is no small feat.  To be honest, if I saw 17lbs feet Id probably be pretty grossed out.  Feet aren't very attractive, I mean they are ok but I do NOT understand how some dudes are obsessed with feet.

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