Week 0 - 283.5
It's funny what a picture of yourself can do to you. I recently performed Improv on stage and had the time of my life, then later the next day one of my teammates posted pictures of the performance. I was honestly very disappointed in myself. The high I was riding on from the show was completely destroyed...by a single picture. A picture of me doing something I love, something that gives others joy. The cast and audience could care less what I looked like but I cared, way too much. You would think I have a mirror phobia or photophobia, but I don't. I just don't like to look at myself. Never have. When I am walking and see my reflection in a window my instinct is to turn my head the other way. If there is a reflective door I will look at the floor till I a through the door. I'm not a vain person but I do care...it's weird. I feel like I am missing stuff in life too because of this. I get worried when someone is taking a pi...